My soul

Feeling so bored
Standing here without nothing to do
Almost feels like I'm drowning without water
Like I'm choking with the air
Have you ever felt so lonely that
You just wanted to be sleeping
So you wouldn't feel a thing...?
That's exactly how I feel right now
Nothing to do
Just words to write,,
Representing a soul
A very sad soul
My soul
The soul of a lonely writer
In the middle of the night
A soul that feels everything
But also a soul
That only shows
A superficial part of myself
The part, that you will never know about